Since Kairee had good IC reasons for "dwelling in the Nexus", it made sense just not to play her. I was involved behind the scenes by supporting what we wanted to do with the FFGF with the AOL management team and by providing Panther with solicited and unsolicited advice.
I never had the same type of relationship with Sam or Etrigan nor do i think they would've welcome it. Too bad because based on what i saw and heard, they could've used my help.
I did try to work with Thorn but he would not listen. He wasn't a player, he really didn't "get it" and he had no incentive. He was a "crony" appointment and the only FFGF Supervisor that was paid by AOL as a consultant to run the area. I never made a dime on it and I poured heart and soul and all my creative effort for years into it.
But as I said, I didn't leave. I spent my time in the SEB. I kept who I was a secret but I can tell you now, I play ThaneR
The history of the SEB...
Thane was one of the very first Sci Fi characters in the RDI on a regular basis. I was trying to promote Sci Fi involvement in the forum and since i was pushing (even before we created the FFGF and I became supervisor) the Nexial crossroads of Time and Space concept.
The two genres didn't coexist well in one room, so I had Kai build a simple spaceport. It was meant to be like a out of the way little airport with maintenance hangers and a greasy spoon bar/diner. The thought was that "spacers" and the sci-fi types get lost and end up here. They can have their high tech enclave and yet go see the freaks in the RDI in the city of Rhy'din.
I did have Kai visit the SEB during my tenure to check on the hosts and to visit with the SF characters. I did this because Kai keeps track of her investments and she has a fondness for a certain type of technical man. From an OOC perspective, it was to reinforce that the SEB was part of the FFGF and the FFGF supervisor had dominion over the area.
Same reasons Kai visited the duels, though i regret not visiting DoF and DoM as frequently as I should've. DoS has always been a personal favorite of mine... probably because i was much more hands on and involved in the rule evolution and the shaping of the sport. That and Gondar was her man, she always watched him Duel. The only time she wasn't there when he was dueling was when I was offline or hosting.
I certainly never thought that what I built or guided development of would still be around so many years later. I remember telling my husband when i resigned that it was a shame that such a great idea and such a wonderfully creative thing won't last.
I can't begin to explain how very proud and how emotionally touched i am that it has survived the trials and tribulations. ....that it inspired such devotion from so many people. I know I didn't build it alone and that it wasn't just my creative effort but I still have the pride of a mother.
Had I known it was going to last this long, I certainly would've documented my role for posterity and to secure my fame. :
I am over that now. I put a lot of effort into the FFGF environs and I am proud of my contribution and i will not turn my back on recognition. (Even if some people don’t think I deserve ir, hate me still or think I suck...)